life as seen by some1

Life can really be hard
Sometimes you feel like giving up
Many times I feel overwhemed
I take a step back and consider
Would it make sense if I gave up now?

Did I come this far just to give up?
What if I hang on just a little bit just to see what happens next
And so here I am waiting to see what happens next
I ponder as I wait
Life is really worth the while

Many times we've been let down
Many times we feel like quitting
But I guess so
metimes we just stick around to see what happens next
And so we all wait to see what's coming next
As I wait I might as well enjoy the view

Again I ask
Is it worth the wait?
Definitely
ABSOLUTELY !

I'm sorry

It's not everyday that I regret actions that I take
It's also not often that I don't 4give
I wasn't rational in my actions
I was selfish and I blamed you for what was out of your control
I don't know how to face you
If I could sing, I'd write you a song
If my smile could change things, I would look for you and grin wide
If only I had had the heart to realise in hurting you I would be torturing myself
Now here I am alone without a friend or someone to tell how I feel
It's lonely where I am and all I can shout are these three words

I AM SORRY.

I truly am sorry for wronging you the way I did
I miss your friendship
I cannot carry on alone
I can only walk by your side
So wait is what I'll do.

I'm sorry.

Meaning

Just because I'm quiet doesn't mean I don't have anything to say
just becoz I don't yell
doesn't mean I have no voice
just becoz I'm smiling doesn't mean all's well as it ought to be
don't you think I just want to be quiet for some time ?
Maybe 2moro I'll be in a mood to be vocal
maybe I mean it this time.